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i\'ve got issues.
I've been having a very hard time lately with thoughts of past events. They keep creeping up on me, sending me into a state of just "blah" feeling. Not just my past, but others pasts... sometimes it ticks me off so bad I can't even look at a person anymore. I know that no one can change the past, but my mind won't stop dwelling on it.
I haven't slept in 3 days, I'm restless at night. I took a walk around the neighborhood at 2am this morning because I couldn't stop thinking about old events. This sucks. Fits of jealousy and rage are in short, unexpected bursts. Then other times, I feel like I could just crawl under a rock and die.
Who knows, maybe all the stress of the last 6 months have finally hit.
Ignore my rant, just whining [img]/images/graemlins/cry.gif[/img]
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